Anyone else in the dreaded 2ww and want to share?

Hi ladies and much baby dust to you all. I thought maybe we could share some stories and vent a little...lol...I am 34 and ttc number 3. I have two wonderful boys who are 9 and 11 and now we are hoping for number 3. We conceived in February after 13 months of ttc but unfortunately lost the baby at the end of April at 10 weeks. We have been trying since the middle of May now with no luck. You would think it would get easier for us ladies because we would get used to the bfn's after trying for so long but it seems to get worse. Most of us use opk's and stuff and are bd at the right time so it's just hard to understand why it isn't happening for some of us and for others, they are on the pill and using the pull out method and getting pregnant. I'm wondering if at 34, my eggs are just getting too old...lol...How do you wonderful ladies who have been trying for years get through all of this? Good luck to all of you ttc'ers and I hope the time comes soon for all of us! I am 5 dpo and praying for a BFP next week ;)